Goodbye Wan

Every where....
I would have followed you....
But where you are now,
I can't, it's not something that I can do.

Goodnight, sleep tight.
Rest well my beloved.
We will be all right.
We have got everything covered.

Gratitude

Having spent a few hours at the emergency unit early this morning really humbled the already humbled me. Listening to the doctor breaking bad news to the other patients near my bed.....I realised that my problem is not as serious as them and for that I should be thankful. Am going to make it a habit to find something to be grateful for even during trying times coz there are...plenty of them. God bless us with so much, so much than what we ask for....if only we look hard enough.

Goodbye Boys

My boys
I have many.
Most of the time
they are naughty
and also very smelly.

They like to make me mad
and also very upset.
With their attitude that is
oh so very bad.

But amidst all that
my boys are caring.
Always ask about my wellbeing.
And they are also hardworking.
Just talking about them
I feel like crying.

Dearest boys...
Please remember
Study hard
And be good forever.
Eventhough I will not be here
But you will be in my heart forever....

‪#‎goodbyessuck‬
‪#‎ihategoodbyes‬
‪#‎iwillcrybucketsonfridayforsure‬
‪#‎iwilllooksosilly‬

Keep Moving

God never promise that life is going to be easy,
But you can make it if you want it to be.
Just keep on moving and everything will be okay,
As i will not leave you for i am here to stay....

Reunion

The morning after...
Can still hear the laughter.
The intial fear...
Didn't even come near.
Me think we should do it more in the future.

Takut Lagi

A year ago...after waiting for nearly 5 hours, i went into the dentist room.

Me: Errr doc...sempat ke nak cabut geraham bongsu ni. Doc nak pegi sembahyang jumaat kan?
Doc: Boleh...tapi kena tggu ubat bius ni jalan. Ambik masa sikit. (Tgn dah pegang jarum nak suntik and my legs went all jelly at the sight of it).
Me: Kalau mcm tu, x pelah Doc. Nantilah. Kang x sempat pulak doc nak sembahyang (yg sbnrnya rasa cuak dah, kang dek nak cpt, dia x tggu terus cabut...aiyooo sure sakit)
Doc: Ehhh...punya lama awak tggu, x jadi pulak dah.
Me: Yalah dek lama tunggu...dari saya berani, sekarang dah hilang keberanian. Dah jadi takut balik. X pelah.
Terus bangun and balik....

Maleficent

I like the message in Maleficent so much coz that's how i look at people. Bad people is good people first...something happened and the way they reacted or responded will make them become either bad or a better person. And even if you choose to take revenge and let hatred consume you....the fact is you can still change as per the malay saying...balik ke pangkal jalan. God is forgiving and we are merely humans, so no worry. Selagi masih bernyawa pintu taubat masih terbuka.