Kau

Nun disana kau rasa kau menderita,
Walhal sebenarnya Tuhan menitipkan bahagia.
Cuma disebabkan kita manusia biasa,
Maka kadang-kadang kita terlupa,
Diasak oleh perasaan yang meluahkan berbagai-bagai rasa.
Tapi tak mengapa...tawakkal dan redha itu pegangan kita.
Apatah lagi dengan kepercayaan kita bahawa Tuhan itu Yang Maha Esa.
Apapun yang diberi itu...hikmahnya mendekatkan kita kepadanya.

Hati oh Hati

Permasalahan hati?
Ini masalah serius sekali,
Kerana hati amat sukar dimengerti.
Kadang begitu, terkadang begini.
Makanya dilarang bermain api,
Kerna dikhuatiri terbakar diri.

‪#‎satulorirosakjamnyakokteruksekali‬.

Apek and Me

The story of me and Apek. Well not really a story but just another example how i went and get myself attached to people. Well Apek is an old man that i used to see stationed along jalan kuching near the segambut roundabout. I first saw him way back in 1994...i think. Apek offers tyre changing service for motorbike. He'll be there until late at night. Sometime when we drove home atound midnight...he will still be there. I always wonder whether he has a family or not. Maybe he has a wife who likes to nag..that's why he didn't go home and other sorts of possibilities were created by this imaginative mind of mine. And when i came back from UK, otw back home...i looked for him. When i saw him..there was this huge sigh of relief...for i felt that by him being there, nothing's really changed. Everything is just as how it is supposed to be. It's the same when i came back from Sabah...when i didn't see him, there's this feeling of longing. Turned out he is now stationed at Caltex still in Jln Kuching. But this time he looked so old and sick. His legs looked bad....could be because of diabetes. The people at the petrol station told that he couldn't eat or drink lots of things. Went over to him once but didn't get to ask his name. Instead he was surprised to see me and when i came over again to see him...he said.."lu lagi". After that i didn't dare to go near him again. It was so sad seeing him like that...alone, sick and nowhere to go. I even saw him sleeping there most of the time. It makes one appreciate one's life more, i think. I still look out for him especially when i need to pump fuel. I always try to make it a point to go to that petrol station...

You and Me

I called you handsome , you called me pretty.
If I call you abang, can you call me baby?
How about kanda, then dinda i'll be.
Naaahh i'll call you 'my dear', so you can call me 'honey'.

Aiyyyyoooo kok boring yang amat ini taklimat....kan dah merepek gue.
‪#‎guememangsukemakankerepek‬

This is the story about a guy who is not allowed to hold or touch anything sharp at the kampung anymore. Once upon a time, it was Hari Raya and a guy brought his family to his wife's kampung as he normally do every year. It was very hot that year and it was a day before raya. Everyone was busy cooking the lemang, rendang, kuah kacang and nasi impit. Nearing the breaking fast, the guy's twin daughters wanted the "air kelapa". The guy's wife said that she will plucked some later. Unknown to the wife, the guy went and tried to pluck using a "pengolan" aka "galah". When the wife saw him, she went to supervise and when she saw that the husband managed to pluck a few, she left to finish her own work. It was not long after that when suddenly, one of the twin came crying while yelling "Papa...Papa". Thinking that the husband got knock by a falling coconut and was unconscious, the wife rushed to him. She was so relieved to see the husband standing until she saw blood oozing from his forehead. As she was phobia of blood, she turned around, grab a clean towel and the car key. She went and asked the guy to press the clean towel on the wound and drove him to a clinic. How did it happened still baffled everyone until this day. It seemed that while he was plucking the coconut, a strip of the "buluh" broke and slid on the pengolan straight to his forehead. It wounded him exactly on top of his eyebrow. He was so lucky that it didn't hit the eyes.....the mere thought shivers the wife till today. So that is the story of a guy who is not allowed to hold or touch anything sharp at the kampung anymore.

#thereyougoPat
#thetalesthatyouwantedtoknow
#heissonotakampungboy9

Was telling my colleague of how I wanted to be a 'pelukis' or 'penulis' when I was small. She laughed out loud when I mentioned 'pelukis'.....well my painting/drawing was hung on the noticeboard twice when I was in Form 3. And so did stories that I wrote for English Club. It was put on the noticeboard too. Anyway she said I am a writer now....writing statuses on facebook. Ok...that is funny...😢😢

#baru2kalidahperasannakjadipicassokonon
#notonlyadiehardromanticbutsillytoo

What am I going to do with you?
If sweet words can be consumed...
I would be diabetics, thanks to you.

You make me laugh.
You make me smile.
Even when my days are rough,
You'll make sure it won't be for a long while.

I would like to thank you,
For always making my day.
Only God can repay you.
May He guide you always....along the way.